I’m so sorry for your child’s loss. I was inconsolable when my little Emi died. I was hoping that breeders were being more careful, since my debacle, but sadly I still hear about these hatchlings succumbing to austwikia My first tortoise, she (no i don’t know 😂) was a little baby, and at one year she sadly died. about 6 months later, I had a friend ask if I would be interested in adopting a big Sully. As near as I can figure she is 15 to 20 years old. She now weighs 50-60 pounds ! She is such a sweet loving (that’s what I said). She couldn’t be loved more !! Please take time to heal, then do some research and find a larger tortoise to start with 🥰