Esspressodepresso
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I have 2 tortoise that kind of was like a last gift from my dad. It was the last trip we went together before he got sick. When he died i lost it, i forgot to clean the fish tank no fish died but it go so dirty and poluted. And its been the samme with the tortoises terrarium. I diddent realy notice them at first i gave them food and whater before bed. But i stoped looking at them, and hand feeding them. I forgot to soak them, change light bulbs. One day i noticed one had problems walking. And thats when it hit me what had happend. I feel sad looking at the tortoises, i got no energy to care for them.
Somtimes i dont want to go in the samme room their in. I had them out doors today, and I dident feel happy. I just feelt more sad and depressed.
Idont want to give them away, but I feel like if I dont i will cause them more harm.
I feel empty. I was hopeing sombody couldt tell im doing the right thing, rehoming them even thouh im going to cry for them and miss them. Letting them go even if it is with some of my memories with my dad.
I have been thinking about what to wirte for over a month, i did it today cause today is a sunny day.
I might not reply, but I will read it if any body comments.
Somtimes i dont want to go in the samme room their in. I had them out doors today, and I dident feel happy. I just feelt more sad and depressed.
Idont want to give them away, but I feel like if I dont i will cause them more harm.
I feel empty. I was hopeing sombody couldt tell im doing the right thing, rehoming them even thouh im going to cry for them and miss them. Letting them go even if it is with some of my memories with my dad.
I have been thinking about what to wirte for over a month, i did it today cause today is a sunny day.
I might not reply, but I will read it if any body comments.