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First of all, I feel really bad posting this, so please try to be understanding.
Many of you know that a couple of weeks ago, I lost two tortoises....one of them, Gruffalo, was my baby....he was my early riser, up and ready to go as soon as I was....he had so much personality. My tortoise pen has been my sanctuary....it's where I go when I need to relax, or just think. I've always enjoyed watching all the babies do their thing. Ever since Gruffalo and Riddle passed away, I just don't feel the same when I go to my tortoise pen.
I still love them all, and put the same care into them, but I don't feel as attached. I don't feel as relaxed. I don't know if I'm just scared to feel the same attachment I had with Gruffalo again.
I've worked in animal rescue (mostly dogs, a couple goats and chickens, etc) for about 17 years, and have had my share of loss with animals. I didn't expect the loss of Riddle and Gruffalo to affect me as much as it has. Maybe it's because my tortoises are such a huge part of everyday. Maybe because it was so unexpected. Maybe it's just normal.
Anyway, I'm just wondering if there's anyone else who has lost a tortoise / tortoises, and felt a little detached afterward? Will I be able to feel that same attachment again? Do I just give it time?
Like I said, I still love my other little one, and they are still getting good care....today was actually my best day with them since my loss, so it gives me some hope.
Thanks for reading.
Many of you know that a couple of weeks ago, I lost two tortoises....one of them, Gruffalo, was my baby....he was my early riser, up and ready to go as soon as I was....he had so much personality. My tortoise pen has been my sanctuary....it's where I go when I need to relax, or just think. I've always enjoyed watching all the babies do their thing. Ever since Gruffalo and Riddle passed away, I just don't feel the same when I go to my tortoise pen.
I still love them all, and put the same care into them, but I don't feel as attached. I don't feel as relaxed. I don't know if I'm just scared to feel the same attachment I had with Gruffalo again.
I've worked in animal rescue (mostly dogs, a couple goats and chickens, etc) for about 17 years, and have had my share of loss with animals. I didn't expect the loss of Riddle and Gruffalo to affect me as much as it has. Maybe it's because my tortoises are such a huge part of everyday. Maybe because it was so unexpected. Maybe it's just normal.
Anyway, I'm just wondering if there's anyone else who has lost a tortoise / tortoises, and felt a little detached afterward? Will I be able to feel that same attachment again? Do I just give it time?
Like I said, I still love my other little one, and they are still getting good care....today was actually my best day with them since my loss, so it gives me some hope.
Thanks for reading.