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Angel Carrion

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Crikey !
Not a very good experience at all.
My dad was okay apart from his philandering and being a bit dim.
As I said with Lynn; Meh. Compared to others, I had it easy. Compared to others on the other side of the coin, I had it horrible. It's all a matter of perspective and learning to deal with it and creating coping mechanisms for when the PTSD flares (but that's also from other things I won't go into right now, so I'm just gonna focus on the bits of it that are from my father). I had started to purposefully wear choker necklaces a couple years ago to try and get my mind to un-tense from the sensation of it and my body to relax, but it only worked so far. I still stretch out my t-shirt neck holes from tugging them so they wouldn't touch my neck, but at least they stretch out slower now.
 

meech008

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As I said with Lynn; Meh. Compared to others, I had it easy. Compared to others on the other side of the coin, I had it horrible. It's all a matter of perspective and learning to deal with it and creating coping mechanisms for when the PTSD flares (but that's also from other things I won't go into right now, so I'm just gonna focus on the bits of it that are from my father). I had started to purposefully wear choker necklaces a couple years ago to try and get my mind to un-tense from the sensation of it and my body to relax, but it only worked so far. I still stretch out my t-shirt neck holes from tugging them so they wouldn't touch my neck, but at least they stretch out slower now.
You said it well
 

Tidgy's Dad

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As I said with Lynn; Meh. Compared to others, I had it easy. Compared to others on the other side of the coin, I had it horrible. It's all a matter of perspective and learning to deal with it and creating coping mechanisms for when the PTSD flares (but that's also from other things I won't go into right now, so I'm just gonna focus on the bits of it that are from my father). I had started to purposefully wear choker necklaces a couple years ago to try and get my mind to un-tense from the sensation of it and my body to relax, but it only worked so far. I still stretch out my t-shirt neck holes from tugging them so they wouldn't touch my neck, but at least they stretch out slower now.
Yep, it's how you deal with it.
Bad, bad things have happened to me, but it's true what they say;
Whatever don't kill you, makes you stronger.
 

Tidgy's Dad

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We learned about TB today.
When I was in hospital a lot of med students came to interview me, prod and poke me and so on.
Always asked my permission first. I was interesting as I had a none European strain of TB and had not responded to the usual treatment.
I was happy to help. It could save others and it was company, too.I was back in England, without wifey and far from my friends so I had few visitors.
Loneliness was terrible.
TB is not very nice.
 

meech008

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When I was in hospital a lot of med students came to interview me, prod and poke me and so on.
Always asked my permission first. I was interesting as I had a none European strain of TB and had not responded to the usual treatment.
I was happy to help. It could save others and it was company, too.I was back in England, without wifey and far from my friends so I had few visitors.
Loneliness was terrible.
TB is not very nice.
Radiographically, it's fascinating. I've seen it once on an X-ray. I didn't know there were so many times and I also didn't know you could get it into your bones. I bet it must have been horrible for you. Do you get x rayed or otherwise tested for it regularly?
 
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