COLD DARK ROOM

[Bee62]

She is special!
But I have more privileges.

 

[DE42]

Rough night tonight.

 

[Bee62]

Rough night tonight.

Why ???

 

[Moozillion]

But in every "allround" vitamin supplies for torts is too much vitamin A. You should find a supplie only with vitamin B.

She has never gotten any supplements yet. I fed her on juvenile pellets when she was very little and fed her only "real" food for over a year now: pieces of catfish, salmon, chicken, pork chop, pot roast, shrimp, scallops, crab etc. So I really don't think her skin shedding is due to excessive vitamins.

 

[Moozillion]

Rough night tonight.

Sorry. I hope things improve for you.

 

[DE42]

Why ???

Depression, self loathing, thoughts of suicide.

I'm attempting to combat it with some alcohol at the moment.

 

[Tidgy's Dad]

Me too ( well ).
A good health, enough to eat, a warm house, beautiful torts/animals and my friends here in the CDR.
What do you want more ???

Fossils.
More cheese than I can eat.
Toilet roll.

 

[Bee62]

Depression, self loathing, thoughts of suicide.

I'm attempting to combat it with some alcohol at the moment.

But why ? What happend ?

 

[Moozillion]

Depression, self loathing, thoughts of suicide.

I'm attempting to combat it with some alcohol at the moment.

suicidal thoughts plus alcohol????

 

[DE42]

But why ? What happend ?

Just been a hard weekend. It started yesterday buy I've not been able to shake it. Being alone, not able to work or goto school after being sick. I have visited mom and dad but it's not really been enough. It don't fill the hole in my heart and soul. And it builds. Harder and harder until I can think of nothing else.

 

[DE42]

suicidal thoughts plus alcohol????

Most of the time it actually helps. For the moment anyway.

 

[Tidgy's Dad]

Rough night tonight.

Oh, dear.
What's up?

 

[Bee62]

Just been a hard weekend. It started yesterday buy I've not been able to shake it. Being alone, not able to work or goto school after being sick. I have visited mom and dad but it's not really been enough. It don't fill the hole in my heart and soul. And it builds. Harder and harder until I can think of nothing else.

You are not alone. Think of the new friends you have made here in the Cold Dark Room.

 

[Tidgy's Dad]

Depression, self loathing, thoughts of suicide.

I'm attempting to combat it with some alcohol at the moment.

Probably won't really help.
Alcohol is better drunk when happy, it tends to make one more miserable if sad already.
And doesn't fix any problems, just hides them for a bit, at best.

 

[DE42]

Oh, dear.
What's up?

I hate being alone. I hate who I am l. Idont know why my life is the way it is. I suffer all the time. Day after day I suffer and hurt and nothing changes. I hope that things will change but it dose bit happen. I am alone and will always be alone. I won always hurt. The pain never goes away.

 

[Tidgy's Dad]

Just been a hard weekend. It started yesterday buy I've not been able to shake it. Being alone, not able to work or goto school after being sick. I have visited mom and dad but it's not really been enough. It don't fill the hole in my heart and soul. And it builds. Harder and harder until I can think of nothing else.

When are you starting back?
Look forward to that, and if not tomorrow, plan what fun or useful things you can do in the meantime.

 

[DE42]

You are not alone. Think of the new friends you have made here in the Cold Dark Room.

I love you all but you all are so far. There is on one here. There is never anyone here. I need to find a place. A place when in I can find someone. I'm sorry i should not be saying thus here.

 

[Tidgy's Dad]

I hate being alone. I hate who I am l. Idont know why my life is the way it is. I suffer all the time. Day after day I suffer and hurt and nothing changes. I hope that things will change but it dose bit happen. I am alone and will always be alone. I won always hurt. The pain never goes away.

You're not alone.
You're talking with several people right now.

 

[Tidgy's Dad]

I love you all but you all are so far. There is on one here. There is never anyone here. I need to find a place. A place when in I can find someone. I'm sorry i should not be saying thus here.

Tis fine.
We care about each other and help one another.

 

[DE42]

When are you starting back?
Look forward to that, and if not tomorrow, plan what fun or useful things you can do in the meantime.

Yes tomorrow
. But it's just something to occupy my time. I don't really care about what is doing. It's just something for now. I don't care about planes or aviatiom. It's easy and I can whatever I want. Planes, medicines, engineering. It don't matter it's all easy. I just want people around me that like me. All I want is love l. But for some reason it's kept from me. I don't know what to do to change. It's my curse.