He is gone. :-( I had decided it was time, and I would make arrangements this week on my days off. I was 'planning' and kept asking for a sign...
Last night something happened, and he started having trouble breathing. He was scared, I was terrified.. Sunday night after hours.. OMG..
I called a friend who is a Vet Tech.. I got her VM and she was on call for emergencies.. Fate? She was able to come to me, instead of me having to drive to a Vet, and cause giz more fear and panic.. She arrived about 1 hour after I called her.. she was able to sedate him and his was calm and relaxed. She said his lungs sounded very 'wet'. I think his heart was failing along with his body and other parts.. I KNOW it was time.. the sedation was almost all it took. I dont miss the Sick him.. Im glad its over.. but I SO MISS him. He was part of me in a way I dont even understand.. Part of me died with him.
I cant post pictures here.. but he is on my facebook page. If anyone knows how to transfer pics over copy paste to here.. go ahead.. I want people to see how special he is.
Goodbye my special boy. You will always be with me..
Last night something happened, and he started having trouble breathing. He was scared, I was terrified.. Sunday night after hours.. OMG..
I called a friend who is a Vet Tech.. I got her VM and she was on call for emergencies.. Fate? She was able to come to me, instead of me having to drive to a Vet, and cause giz more fear and panic.. She arrived about 1 hour after I called her.. she was able to sedate him and his was calm and relaxed. She said his lungs sounded very 'wet'. I think his heart was failing along with his body and other parts.. I KNOW it was time.. the sedation was almost all it took. I dont miss the Sick him.. Im glad its over.. but I SO MISS him. He was part of me in a way I dont even understand.. Part of me died with him.
I cant post pictures here.. but he is on my facebook page. If anyone knows how to transfer pics over copy paste to here.. go ahead.. I want people to see how special he is.
Goodbye my special boy. You will always be with me..