I Just need to vent let this off my chest.
Some of the members know that i recently moved in September
from Los angeles area up north to paso robles California.
Me and my grandfather came up here, buy a new house and
his two sons were gonna accompany us living there.
They grew up all there life here in Paso robles and Didn't really
have my grandfather as Their fatherly figure, My grandfather married
into a new wife, and "Our" Grandparents adopted me, as i am a foster child or ward of the state. My grandfather raised me till this day, as my grandmother passed of Breast Cancer 5 years ago.
Well things arnt going great at all as we imagined, i don't know why
but my grandfathers two sons have alot of hate or plain out
no respect for me. They always seem to talk down on me and or
call me names and pick out arguments. Thats not okay specially
taking into account they are one is 38 and one is 40 years old.
Im constantly getting blamed for dumb little things, getting mentally attacked and abused, we have gotten into arguments when there final words were i will knock you out, etc. One time one even put his hands on me.
Im moving back to my hometown where i have some family, and lots of friends. Im gonna attend college and work, i have no place to go.
But i do plan on getting my own place and being successful. I am very scared and overwhelmed due to Being alone finicaly in the real world at such a young age and have no where to go, but its the best thing i can do at this point.
Im Only 19 years old and a foster child so finical aid will help with most of college expensive's and they also have many programs like independent living programs, and housing to help out.
But i Definitely Know that working and getting paid 200-300 dollars
every other week isnt enough to cover Rent, housing, food, college, insurance on my car, gas, and any other needs.
BUT GUESS WHAT, im not the first person to complete this
or the last i have lots of hope and confidence
Im gonna be moving very soon in the next week or two, so i doubt i will be able to get on for that time period....
Some of the members know that i recently moved in September
from Los angeles area up north to paso robles California.
Me and my grandfather came up here, buy a new house and
his two sons were gonna accompany us living there.
They grew up all there life here in Paso robles and Didn't really
have my grandfather as Their fatherly figure, My grandfather married
into a new wife, and "Our" Grandparents adopted me, as i am a foster child or ward of the state. My grandfather raised me till this day, as my grandmother passed of Breast Cancer 5 years ago.
Well things arnt going great at all as we imagined, i don't know why
but my grandfathers two sons have alot of hate or plain out
no respect for me. They always seem to talk down on me and or
call me names and pick out arguments. Thats not okay specially
taking into account they are one is 38 and one is 40 years old.
Im constantly getting blamed for dumb little things, getting mentally attacked and abused, we have gotten into arguments when there final words were i will knock you out, etc. One time one even put his hands on me.
Im moving back to my hometown where i have some family, and lots of friends. Im gonna attend college and work, i have no place to go.
But i do plan on getting my own place and being successful. I am very scared and overwhelmed due to Being alone finicaly in the real world at such a young age and have no where to go, but its the best thing i can do at this point.
Im Only 19 years old and a foster child so finical aid will help with most of college expensive's and they also have many programs like independent living programs, and housing to help out.
But i Definitely Know that working and getting paid 200-300 dollars
every other week isnt enough to cover Rent, housing, food, college, insurance on my car, gas, and any other needs.
BUT GUESS WHAT, im not the first person to complete this
or the last i have lots of hope and confidence
Im gonna be moving very soon in the next week or two, so i doubt i will be able to get on for that time period....