starbaby444
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I lost my sweet baby last month. He was so so sick and it's all my fault because I didn't get the proper care info for him. I grew up with him and he was my only friend throughout. I was very su1cidal but he saved me from ending it all. We did everything together and I loved him more than anyone. He fell sick during november. Unfortunately it kept on piling up. My parents had booked a trip around and didnt cancel it even though he was so so sick. I kept him with my uncle who is a doctor. There was not a day when i didnt think about him. The trip was horribke and my baby passed away a day after i turned 18. I couldn't bury him and my family won't take me to visit his grave. I thought it would get better but it's getting worse. My family doesn't understand why I am so emotional over a tortoise. I miss him so terribly and I hope he knew how much I loved and adored him and I didn't ever want to go on that stupid trip. Does anyone have any tips on getting over this