safir11 said:I don't know what to do right now, but my brother already said that he would offer me a testudo horsfieldii if I really wanted one.
I'm still very sad and disappointed, I don't know if I want to get myself into one of this thing again :s
You will definitely be sad for awhile, you were very disappointed. It would be a shame for that beautiful set up to go to waste. Think about it for awhile, and about your options to get a tortoise from someone you trust, like your brother.