If you had punished her that would have been one thing, but you punished him. Your marriage is in crumbles because of YOU (as you admit), YOUR husband, and this woman, not that poor man or your children. If fair is fair, should she get her revenge on you by telling your children? No because like the other guy, they should be allowed to not be drawn into this mess. This moment of revenge was sweet to you from what you said earlier. You seemed very proud of your behavior. You do not start to repair and rebuild a marriage, but destroying another marriage. In my opinion, you have become as much of a homewrecker as this lady was. Plus it seems your wanting to forgive your husband who was half of this issue, but not the lady who did the other half? I am not sensing you can really forgive your husband. May I ask where is his dose of punishment like you gave out to the lady?